gettting back..

ive been busy lately, and ive lot of things that keeps me busy, gym, work, social life, family and others.The only rest that i have is being with "aggnes". Im in the state now of adjusting and taking things at a time really focusing myself on things that matterand important. its really hard to explain but right now, im  just simply living everyday. with no complete step by step plan but simply just a having a vision of the future. A vision that i want.

and now, to my blog readers, im updating and will try to update my blog e veryday and in everyway that ican.

now, getting back to life....

Myke green

its funny, here i am working my ass off, i mean all of us. trying to save up and fix my/our future family. but all i wanted to do was to simply help. i feel that i have a purpose. ive had lots of near to death experiences, it made me remind myself of the value of life and why i am STILL here. and now im working for the MAN. and not doing somthing meaningful. (c'mon, like u never worked for the MAN)

i wanted to do something different. something more meaningful, a thing that could rattle the minds and brains of others. i wanted to help, but im not in the position right now. i dont have much money, i am not a son of a famous personality, i dont have power in this country, and no body, understands how i think.

i guess what im saying is i wanted to be somebody, i wanted to help.  i know i have to start with my self. with the people around me. and everyday i try to make myself a beter peson for the world. believe me. i am trying.

Im not that bright, im not that stupid. im just the regular mix of good and bad genes with a spike of my own personality... and that makes me a special specimen of a very rare type of person.